I will stop when i feel beautiful. Please don't try anymore to make me eat. People say "just be yourself" obviously they don't know ME. I'm so scared. Please just hold me. i wan things to be back the way they used to be. I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I cried. You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool? While I was holding on, all you did was let go.